Thursday, December 10, 2009
Rudra - Pathless Path To The Knowable Unknown

When there's the cake, is it better to have a slice of the cake then to have none at all?


 bitch slapped four strings, 12:17 PM

 Friday, November 06, 2009
Ultravibes - Drugs

Why in the fucking world did you do that?

The perfectly rational man considers all his options, weighing the costs against the benefits. If we were to do that we'll never get past waking up.

Why did you make that choice? There could have a been a thousand or more different choices you could have made, and a million more possible outcomes that could have come out of it.

Why, did just that particular branch in the probability tree manifest? Is it because of your commendable judgment and intellect that you rationalized and came to the best possible solution? Again that would take forever.

Don't blame yourself for what has happened, nor should you be blaming others. Who made you god to say that decision was meant to be?

Every second there are countless things you could have done, but you chose to do one. Nothing is ever a good decision, so pick the one that makes you happy and stop worrying.


 bitch slapped four strings, 12:45 AM

 Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Basshunter - Don't Walk Away

EUROTRANCE FTW.

A few more days to A's.

So?

I'm fighting for something I seriously don't want to be. A Cubicle Serf.

Think about it. A few years ago, degrees were rare, so everyone looked upon them as gods. But now its population inversion. So what's the next rarity?

Fuck the grades. The stories of people being successful? Who knows what happened to the rest.

When all hope abandons you, abandon all hope. When you know you're dying, you don't hope to live. You write your own obituary and make your own personalized coffin.

Likewise, plan your next best alternative and bloody mean it.


 bitch slapped four strings, 10:15 AM

 Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Metallica - The Frayed Ends Of Sanity

Sometimes when you don't see the problem,

Its either something is blocking it,

Or you're already inside it.

I'm not losing it.

I guess I already did.


 bitch slapped four strings, 11:03 PM

 Tuesday, October 06, 2009
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Wet Sand

woot! funk!

I'm doing this because I want something satisfying at the end of 12 long years of formal education.

Other than that, I no longer have much desire for anything good to come out of it.


 bitch slapped four strings, 10:08 PM

 Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Muse - Exogenesis

Musically, the album's amazing. More for long time fans who appreciate their complexity.
Not for new listeners though, go for absolution instead.

One to laze around and watch tv shows.
One to contemplate life simply to appreciate and put it aside.
One to be complex and simple.
One to say "So.....?"
One to be spiritually enticing.

Okay son my diagnosis is easy.

Caffeine is a psychoactive drug.

Jam in a long time.


 bitch slapped four strings, 1:09 AM

 Sunday, September 13, 2009
DJ Cotts - 9/10 September Radio Mix!

I finally got the chance on a wednesday and thursday evening to tune in to the Aussie Hardcore Show! That was pure 2 hours of solid happy happy hardcore.

Wow its been a month. Or More. Well now I think I may have adrenal burnout once again. But who cares, I get high and feel happy. Will do an entry once this whole thing is over.

Only a small minority are aware that I listen to happy hardcore, hardstyle(Yes I find it very emancipating after watching melbourne shuffle) and other forms of dance/trance/house/techno whatever you think it is. I like speed. You know that. I like stuff 170 beats per minute or higher. I like the color that the music produces. The bass still rules my taste.



 bitch slapped four strings, 1:00 AM

 Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Black Tide - Show Me The Way

Please show me the way
And I will never complain
It's only a matter of time
Before I go insane

Black Tide wins. And so do I on taptap.

Hmm. Maybe staying in Singapore isn't so bad. But I still want my MORSE!

Okay more from the Black Swan.

We see people getting successful all around us, and to we react with "Hell I ain't got that, life is unfair!". Well just look at how goddamn big the human population is. Given the huge sample size, there's bound to be some anomalies, especially in areas where exceptional, MINDBLASTING results are possible. What we all see are the ones that are better off, but how about switching that around and trying to avoid being worse off? We know about the things we've achieved, but what about those we've not?

I like the off tangent ones.


 bitch slapped four strings, 8:45 PM

 Monday, July 27, 2009
Black Tide - Show Me The Way

Go watch Futurama episode 509 - The Sting. I love this show.


 bitch slapped four strings, 11:41 PM

Black Tide - Shockwave
- Warriors Of Time

I finally got taptaprevenge2! And thats how I came cross the black tide stuff. Best stuff that I've heard in a damn long time.

Anyway I've left this space untouched for a helluva long time cause my life hasn't had any color nor any juicy stuff. Except that I keep doing mixes on VirtualDj and dreaming about the day I finally get tables and mixers. And watching Futurama. Yes its a sad life but i'm prepared to wait for the big smacker that will bring enough mojo back for me to live several lives more.

And in the event that it doesn't manifest,

What the hell I won't even give a shit. I'll be lying in a hospital bed/on the roadside/facing the apocalypse/whatever you can think of and think.

"Hey, all this shit ends now!"

Okay I think the Black Swan book is feeding me weird delusions of reality and possibly altering my linguistic abilities and psychosocial functions. SEE? My whole style and way of thinking has changed totally.

But anyway, the hippocampus controls the memory and tanks all the stress you get. So even giving it small doses of stress every day will destroy it. Our lives have becoming so much focused on the small, quantum details of life, we care about every damn shit that crosses our senses. We stress over every small mistake that we make. I believe alot of these details are simply noise and random fluctuations in our systems that will correct itself. I'm not saying every such system in life applies, just the events that depend heavily on luck, but we just can't see it that way, prefering to theorize and generalize.

Okay so I won't become an engineer or accountant. But well, who cares?

Alright time for some minor details. I got BCEE for ct2s. So i aimed 4a's or something around there but strangely I feel satisfied with the result. Maybe i'm already immune to the damage.

There you have it, a couple of brain cells died for this post. SO MAKE IT WORTH.


 bitch slapped four strings, 8:18 PM
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